so. school is over?!!
im actually so sad... i feel like im not actually done with grade 11
i don't WANT to be in grade 12 next year!
grade 11 was SUCH a shitty year for me that i just DON'T wanna be done with it ... it was not good enough..
It's weird... a while ago i was SO EXCITED for school to be over and now im sad! i don't want it to be over i really don't want to deal with the stress of grade 12 next year. im most likly gunna be a huge bitch due to stress. I decided im going to be anti social and just work on school and practise sax. I have auditions next year and im so nervous and excited. I need lots of prep before that happens though. Yesterday i finished a new song and then my computer crashed!!! the whole thing got wiped!! ARGHHH so now im going to try to do it again today.. This summer is going to be full of music practise and composing on finale and mixing.
I'm excited. Also my new job is sorta cool! I host kids birthday partied! Its pretty fun.

so yeah... i know that was kinda all over the place buuuut im a huge scatter brain! oh well!